My Particular Cross to Bear
Okso here's the problem. Am loving this new blog so much already that it will be hard to maintain my profile on the old one. Am doing this particular bit of blogging while Paul is cooking. Will he notice this is a different blog? Am thinking he's not that observant.
So just to clear up a few items...Z, am trying to download Justin Timberlake in your honor. Apparently this is a new DOS song that I will love. I hear, and I obey! However, it's not yet available on iTunes. WHAT is up with that?
Should Sicily be given this blog address? Am thinking she'd enjoy it. Want the fraps' input though. Who else should read it? F's friend in Paris? Her flatmates? What do you all think? They CANNOT forward this. Only P can give permission. Get back to me on this.
Lest you all worry, those of you that knew me back in the day, I think my Devil obsession is well in hand. As I told Z, I've been channelling Lois for a day now, and I think I'm in control. Today he flirted with me and I was like, WhatEVER.
Today I saw him for what he is...and I'm okay with it . Think I might be just too damn horny. I swear, Paul said to me the other day, Jesus Patty, you want it all the time.
Um. Yes? Is there a problem??
You know what the problem is? The man who could satisfy me wouldn't be necessarily the man who would make me happy outside the bedroom. WHY does life have to be like this??? Shit.
Electronics can only go so far. Wish I liked girls more, because the possibilities would be endless. Unfortunately, I like the High Hard One. My particular cross to bear.
Can I have an affair and not tell Paul??? I have no one in mind. Just putting it out there. Is monogamy all it's cracked up to be?
Of course it is. Without monogamy, there is anarchy. Don't know that I'd be so jazzed to find out Paul was fucking someone else. I am so selfish. Give me more, but don't you dare take more without my permission. Do as I say, not as I do.
Girls you have NO IDEA what it's like to be 40 and peaking. It is truly a curse. Makes you nutty sometimes. Wish I could just have various studs flit in and out, taking care of me...and then disappear. I am not interested in getting involved with anyone other than Paul.
Of course, if I get pregnant, all bets are off. I have a new favorite name for a boy which I won't divulge. I still think Paul is sterile from all his bike riding. How can we DO IT for almost two years and me not get pregnant. Well honestly, I've had another miscarriage recently, so I guess I've got issues as well.
Man. Am so drunk right now. Otherwise I wouldn't be telling you all of this.
So just to clear up a few items...Z, am trying to download Justin Timberlake in your honor. Apparently this is a new DOS song that I will love. I hear, and I obey! However, it's not yet available on iTunes. WHAT is up with that?
Should Sicily be given this blog address? Am thinking she'd enjoy it. Want the fraps' input though. Who else should read it? F's friend in Paris? Her flatmates? What do you all think? They CANNOT forward this. Only P can give permission. Get back to me on this.
Lest you all worry, those of you that knew me back in the day, I think my Devil obsession is well in hand. As I told Z, I've been channelling Lois for a day now, and I think I'm in control. Today he flirted with me and I was like, WhatEVER.
Today I saw him for what he is...and I'm okay with it . Think I might be just too damn horny. I swear, Paul said to me the other day, Jesus Patty, you want it all the time.
Um. Yes? Is there a problem??
You know what the problem is? The man who could satisfy me wouldn't be necessarily the man who would make me happy outside the bedroom. WHY does life have to be like this??? Shit.
Electronics can only go so far. Wish I liked girls more, because the possibilities would be endless. Unfortunately, I like the High Hard One. My particular cross to bear.
Can I have an affair and not tell Paul??? I have no one in mind. Just putting it out there. Is monogamy all it's cracked up to be?
Of course it is. Without monogamy, there is anarchy. Don't know that I'd be so jazzed to find out Paul was fucking someone else. I am so selfish. Give me more, but don't you dare take more without my permission. Do as I say, not as I do.
Girls you have NO IDEA what it's like to be 40 and peaking. It is truly a curse. Makes you nutty sometimes. Wish I could just have various studs flit in and out, taking care of me...and then disappear. I am not interested in getting involved with anyone other than Paul.
Of course, if I get pregnant, all bets are off. I have a new favorite name for a boy which I won't divulge. I still think Paul is sterile from all his bike riding. How can we DO IT for almost two years and me not get pregnant. Well honestly, I've had another miscarriage recently, so I guess I've got issues as well.
Man. Am so drunk right now. Otherwise I wouldn't be telling you all of this.
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