Twists of Fate
Okso, I'm so unbelievably happy. I posted a reply to your replies but also feel the need to just write more.
I can now tell you honestly, that working on the show with Diva, having to deal with J, who I know you all like and who I like but who filed this complaint against me, has been sucking big time. I just feel...sapped of all my energy. Discouraged. Beaten down.
I am still looking for a totally new gig but this helps. In fact, as I tend to be paranoid, I wonder if my boss saw my CV posted on the Internet in various locations. I dunno. I know he had to pick SOMEONE to take the place of T's producer, who is leaving, but he didn't have to pick ME.
I know who is taking my place and I know she won't be happy but I'm trying not to focus on that. Maybe Diva needs someone a little less...enabling. This person is definitely not enabling. I feel like I want to warn Diva but I know that will only fuck me so I won't do it.
Only you three, Paul and Jessy, my pal who doesn't work at BB** anymore, know this. I can't impress upon you enough that it has to remain secret.
I wonder if I'm smart enough. Okay I know I'm smart enough I'm just having an existential crisis. I have a file in my contacts called ECO FAVES of P. It will be fine. And T gets the BEST GUESTS...and all his interviews get put on the terminal. I am in the big leagues now.
The down side is that I have to spend more time with T, who I think is uh...nice in a geeky way. But who I wouldn't necessarily want to have dinner with, especially now that his marriage is on the rocks and he's "on the prowl".
He's just a big dork. But he did save the Jerry Springer 3000 episode interview for me. We have a rapport. I already know that he'll do whatever I say. Which is awesome. I can't say this about Diva.
He knows about the change and he's approved. My boss said he's "Excited" to work with me.
Hoping to see Sicily and GUMS when I get to London, if not you three.
OHMYGOD. My life just got a million times better. Can I take the train to France and meet you there? Can I uh...arrange a summit with you three in London? C'mon. FABULOUS.
FANTASTIC.
I AM SO HAPPY TONIGHT. Paul is smiling. He already sees the benefits. A Happy Patty.
I can now tell you honestly, that working on the show with Diva, having to deal with J, who I know you all like and who I like but who filed this complaint against me, has been sucking big time. I just feel...sapped of all my energy. Discouraged. Beaten down.
I am still looking for a totally new gig but this helps. In fact, as I tend to be paranoid, I wonder if my boss saw my CV posted on the Internet in various locations. I dunno. I know he had to pick SOMEONE to take the place of T's producer, who is leaving, but he didn't have to pick ME.
I know who is taking my place and I know she won't be happy but I'm trying not to focus on that. Maybe Diva needs someone a little less...enabling. This person is definitely not enabling. I feel like I want to warn Diva but I know that will only fuck me so I won't do it.
Only you three, Paul and Jessy, my pal who doesn't work at BB** anymore, know this. I can't impress upon you enough that it has to remain secret.
I wonder if I'm smart enough. Okay I know I'm smart enough I'm just having an existential crisis. I have a file in my contacts called ECO FAVES of P. It will be fine. And T gets the BEST GUESTS...and all his interviews get put on the terminal. I am in the big leagues now.
The down side is that I have to spend more time with T, who I think is uh...nice in a geeky way. But who I wouldn't necessarily want to have dinner with, especially now that his marriage is on the rocks and he's "on the prowl".
He's just a big dork. But he did save the Jerry Springer 3000 episode interview for me. We have a rapport. I already know that he'll do whatever I say. Which is awesome. I can't say this about Diva.
He knows about the change and he's approved. My boss said he's "Excited" to work with me.
Hoping to see Sicily and GUMS when I get to London, if not you three.
OHMYGOD. My life just got a million times better. Can I take the train to France and meet you there? Can I uh...arrange a summit with you three in London? C'mon. FABULOUS.
FANTASTIC.
I AM SO HAPPY TONIGHT. Paul is smiling. He already sees the benefits. A Happy Patty.
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