This Is So Annoying

I had trouble logging on again tonight. Jesus Christ, give me a break. This website is busting my balls (if I had any).

So we have Jazmine for the weekend and beyond. This duty as stepmother is definitely taxing my gig as frap and free-floating woman. I have to be all responsible. Turns out, she was supposed to go on a trip with her mother and stepdad this weekend, but she's been so SULLEN and MOODY and TEENAGERish that she has been dumped on us for the weekend.

I say that with love. Jaz is just 13. That means she hates her mother and loves hanging with her dad and her stepmom.

Anyhow, the point is, I don't have the blogging freedom I always had and it's been like this lately. Also, these family obligations will keep me from Paris and my fraps. I don't have the days to take to be with you. Fuck it all to hell.

Plus my job is just...beyond demanding. It's been great over the past two weeks or so, in that TK is super happy with me and he keeps telling all the people that can give me a huge salary increase that fact. It's just that it's Tk,24-7, trying to turn him into a radio powerhouse. and call me crazy, I think I can do it for him. All the economists want to do his show. But it's all on me and I have been dreaming about the job.

This is why I need to have a baby. But alas, it is not happening. Even with the charting. Oh well. You are my babies, all of you.

Have to go. will try to come back but Paul and Jaz have become curious. Must protect the sanctity of the damn difficult blog.